Current mood

Stupid,cos i dont know what to do

Pathetic, cos im making it awkward for u and keeping it from u

Afraid, that i will lose this friendship

Coward, for not not taking action

Shame, for effccting the community, not being able to control myself

Regret, that i gone down this far

Acceptance, that things are not meant to be

Blessed , because i met you

Happy, cos of friends backing me

Content, that may be its this way

Reasured, that you would things will get better becasue of your maturity, spirituality and understanding nature

Want, to recouncile with you

A PRAYER

For friendship to remain,

so must the pain.

How doth one bears to see,

the people who do remind me of thee.

When love be unrequited,

oh god!

give me the strength required.

To be a friend and brother,

rather than a lover.

This peom was given by a dear brother of mine, i felt so touched by it i had to enter it here :) haha

Ns morale boosters

Ns philsophy No.1

To help make taking punishments easier

In a war , for every clown in your platoon , the enemy also has one

BACK!

here is a photo i took a while back ( more to come ) think this pic is like 2 yr old

Ok , i really dont want to rot now , so lets blog again . Well ever since this holiday i havent gotten the chance to do much . Yesterday, im so happy for My cornerstones group, they finally got back their results and they all did pretty well , the atmosphere felt light like they got something big off their chest! so thats great!praise the lord haha feel kinda bad yesterday though , leaving just like that before D.O :p but had to rush, sorry guys


Anyway , trying to find something to do right now . Was thinking of listing some stuff i can do this holiday . i already tried putting work in it ,but was thinking something more ...hmm abit more adventuring ... something like randomly go out to the beach or something ... hmm any ideas?